Do you know the difference between yes and no ?!

maybe you do....but... not in my case...

If he says no

I think... I will  die

I'll never ever ever ever ever ever  let my home again !

And this little hurt will take so loooong for me to cure... It will cost a lot of tears, a lot of... many many many days untill it stops killing me more each day...

But...

if he says yes...

I...will never stop smilling and that john mayer's song won't never ever ever ever ever stop playing as soundtrack in my life :D